| Originally Posted by BenaBadBeat Mexican IP < Scotty IP obvs|
gl with the regrind – i’m in a similar situation
Haha, definitely this – my month just ended when my internet had some kind of meltdown and I timed out of all my tables
GJ on the regrind, 1/2 of us aint bad!
Interesting – I’ve probably mentioned somewhere in this thread, but I read a book called ‘Anatomy of an Epidemic’ which basically came to the same conclusion that you did – the medicines which **** with your brain chemistry have a dubious history and not exactly bulletproof evidence for their efficacy. In some cases it looks like they actually make things worse in the long run, despite obviously helping control the worst of the symptoms in times of crisis. IDK, honestly I’ve just been trying not to think of this stuff too much – it’s worrying to think I might be compromising my health long term by taking my pills, but basically everyone in my life strongly feels I should keep taking them, so what can I do – not trying to stress out those I love. One notable exception as it turns out is my GF’s mum – we had big talk about how more and more people (especially children) are being diagnosed with mental health problems and doped up. Scary **** tbh. Anyways, much respect to you for talking about it all publicly, wishing you all the best
The results are in, and it’s not pretty
Strange as it sounds, I’m actually not all that unhappy with how the
month went. I’ve probably run as many sims in April as in the previous 3
months combined, I played good volume/game selection and I think I
played reasonably well in obviously kinda difficult circumstances. There
were certainly a few times I got frustrated in game due to just not
being able to win/make a hand, but largely I think I did a reasonably
good job with those factors under my control.
Life-wise, I’m thoroughly enjoying my time out here in Mexico – been to a new beach and a few new cenotes, plus been eating as much fish ceviche as a human body can handle, its actually adsrud how tasty it is.
I fly home back to London on Monday, might make my way into town to see the boys depending how I feel and who’s where. Besides that, not much to do but keep on keeping on – I guess it’s somewhat controversial that I moved up in the midst of a nasty downtick, but I think it was correct given the opportunities thrown up by the lobby changes. Not gonna be stupid/stubborn about it, I’ll move down if I feel I need to – no excuses on volume though, shooting for at least 40k hands again next month. Though, my psychiatrist did note that my last episode was just after a long journey east, so yeah – everything conditional on staying healthy
GL out there!